Gatsby is not a normal cat in that he loves boxes. He does however love sitting on new things, especially ones that invade his usually perching spots, so here is the first ever picture of Gatsby in a box.

Gatsby is not a normal cat in that he loves boxes. He does however love sitting on new things, especially ones that invade his usually perching spots, so here is the first ever picture of Gatsby in a box.

Update on me

I’ve had a couple messages asking how I’m doing so I wanted to finally post this draft that I’ve been working on for a few weeks (can’t find the words/time/energy) to let you know I’m okay, just not myself.

I am stuck in a rut with everything in my life. I have things I know I need to do but I literally can’t do them. I don’t have the motivation to work out. I don’t have the energy to clean my apartment. I can’t focus at work. I eat like shit. I don’t save money. I don’t read. I know what to do but my Self does the opposite.

I’m not happy with myself so that makes me unhappy with the people around me. Everything annoys me. This makes me a negative, mean person that I hate. Which makes me not happy with myself…cyclical.

I look at my life and I just don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t seem to fit in anywhere I go. It’s always been this way for me, I’m a drifter. I can’t find anywhere I belong so I just kind of drift in and out of different things, trying to find what makes me happy, what makes my life worth living.

Sometimes I think I just want a do-over, a clean slate, but I’d probably make all the same choices over again, though. Because that’s how it works isn’t it? We are all who we’re meant to be. Some people have a sense of purpose and know what they want in life. And some people drift around forever never knowing who they are.

I am always so jealous of anyone who has their life figured out. Even if it’s not something that I would want for myself, I am in awe of how they just know. I am having major issue about this with my job/career. I’m even fucking jealous of cops because I’m like at least every day you go into work with a fucking purpose. Also with relationships - people moving in together and getting married and getting dogs and making babies…I can’t even comprehend this. It freaks me out. Blows my mind. I have no idea what I want.

So that’s what’s happening with my life. All this in addition to summer vaca/staycays, weddings, babies and health issues and the money that come along with those things, have added to the stress of my life making it hard for me to lead.

It’s my fault, I’ve let it get too far and now that I’m drowning, each new thing is a bucket of water that I figure, if I’m already this deep, what’s one more? I know this is trivial compared to everything else that could be wrong, but that doesn’t mean I can’t help feeling this way.

I guess the one upside of Alex practicing his guitar on the only night we can be together alone in the last week AND upcoming week is that I get to play all the iPad games I forgot I had while he practices so we’re still…”seeing” each other.

Before & After

Anonymous said: You're a kick ass woman. A real phenomenal one. Gorgeous and witty and just fuckin awesome. You're beautiful in so many ways.

WHO ARE YOU TUMBLR FAIRY?!?!

I would ask how you knew I needed this now but you obvi follow my blog and can see I’ve been having a rough ~life lately.

Also I never get nice anons (to be fair I don’t get mean ones either) so this was a nice surprise.

Thank you! Insert kissy face emoji.

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I hope you have a mom that cleans your entire apartment including your bathroom which includes the tub because I do.

I just learned that it is illegal to pump your own gas in New Jersey.

I have listened to this no less than 10 times today so you should take a listen.

When all of your flaws and all of my flaws
Are laid out one by one
Wonderful parts of the mess we made
We pick ourselves undone

All of your flaws and all of my flaws
They lie there hand in hand
Ones we’ve inherited, ones that we’ve learned
They pass from man to man

There’s a hole in my soul
I can’t fill it, I can’t fill it
There’s a hole in my soul
Can you fill it? Can you fill it?

You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve
And I have always buried them deep beneath the ground
Dig them out, let’s finish what we started
Dig them out, so nothing’s left unturned

All of your flaws and all of my flaws
When they have been exhumed
We’ll see that we need them to be who we are
Without them we’d be doomed

Fiveday

  1. I lost two followers for drunkenly reblogging a gif of my best fran. GOOD. If you’re not down with bestie love I don’t want you any way.
  2. Mom is visiting this weekend for the Rock n Roll Half Marathon Sunday. Taking Monday off so I’m really looking forward to my three-day weekend!
  3. Oh yeah I’m running the RnR Sunday.
  4. I dialed a wrong number last night and this morning the person called back and left a threatening message and it’s like woah lady ever hear of a wrong number
  5. Been listening to the new Ed Sheeran album - legit.
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meeshofalltrades:

Hi, happy midnight.
Here’s a tricked out GPOY gif for you.

I’m pretty useless lately, so here’s my gorg best friend

meeshofalltrades:

Hi, happy midnight.

Here’s a tricked out GPOY gif for you.

I’m pretty useless lately, so here’s my gorg best friend